Saturday

i still love him );

i still love him . i dont know why . what did you do to me till i love you this badly ?! did you curse me to love you till death ? of cause not ! you hurted ma over and over , and why i still LOVE you ?! can sumbody answer me please ? i cant forget you . i try to forget you every single day , but i CAN'T ! every second the clock ticking i think about you ! every drops of dew fall on the ground i think about you ! why is that happen to me ? we are not ment to be together like others couple . they are ment to be , but me and you aree not ! i cant forget you . you aree too important to me . i cant live w/out you hunn ); i miss our sweet moment together . the way you hold my hand is just so sweet . the way you blow me a kiss is just so gentle ); i miss that moment . but now , things change . you already have HER in you life . so please , take a good care of her . dont hurt her the way you hurt me in the past . i pray for you everytime . i try to accept you as my friend . but i just cant . i cant stop straring at yu when you're talking to me . my heart melt into the ground when you smiled at me . ohh , GOD , please help me to forget him . i make a big mistake coz knowing him . urghhh , GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE , YOU FREAK ! i dont want to be a BROKEN HEARTED girl . i dont want to give a BIG FAKE SMILE at you again . i dont want to make a same mistake over and over again . you leave a big scar across my heart and tattoo your name on my heart . why did you do that ? i'm not yours ! please , FRANKLY , I HATE YOU !

sincerely ,
Feez Ferry
(the girl who make a big mistake by knowing you)